Author Archives: lesleyjonesberry

Apples

We spent five days walking with Refugee Tales. It was a rich experience, with the underlying shapes of pilgrimage, of political protest march, of migration and the search for refuge – of the human condition which is forever transient. Here is … Continue reading

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Failure

Yesterday I felt a failure. The feeling is unpleasant, heavy and upsetting. It brought tears and held me immobile and helpless for a while.  I don’t often feel a failure. I realise that I put significant energies into avoiding the feeling. I like … Continue reading

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Hacked off

After a few years of ignoring the flaking paint and a pervasive drop in temperature as one enters our kitchen, we have taken a deep breath, drawn ourselves up to our full height as responsible adults, and are “having the … Continue reading

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Living

Sixteen months ago I stopped working and this has been long enough for people to ask how I am enjoying retirement.  I interpret this as really asking “What on earth do you do with your time?” I feel better if … Continue reading

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Resolution

There was a period of time when I tried to encourage the family to make New Year’s Resolutions. These were modest in ambition, often the usual ideas of eating more healthily or exercising more. I also liked to set a … Continue reading

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Christmas post

I am writing Christmas cards. Every year I resolve to write them early; every year I end up harassed by the last-posting dates. I don’t tend to give cards to people I see in the ‘here and now’. My list … Continue reading

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Impeccable

I love etymologies.  I love the ‘trailing clouds of glory’ words bring with them, discovering associations from their history which enrich them now. Because of my ‘O’ level, Latin echoes often come quite easily: crescent from crescere to grow, the … Continue reading

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First person singular

I think I remember this:  that when I was being taught English at school, my teacher asked us to look at a paragraph, and commended someone’s observation that there were a lot of sentences starting with ‘I’.  From this we … Continue reading

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Table

Yesterday, we moved the table in the kitchen. Kitchens are important rooms. While the whole house provides shelter, the kitchen provides food. It’s a space which is absolutely core to the idea of ‘home’ and our essential needs. It matters that we … Continue reading

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Confidence

I have been thinking about confidence. Last night I met two friends for cocktails and a catchup. I find this a little daunting: I love having friends, but my emotions stutter when navigating the social route – the practical arrangements, conversational … Continue reading

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